MILFish DWF Desires to Submit Her Master Plan
ISO an authoritarian type Gentleman who possesses the intellect to "read into" what I am trying to relay to you, while keeping this on the lowdown as per this website's provencial rules on posting and terms of service.
Me:
Late 40s, easily passing as 30Something. Am petite, have moss green eyes accented with "hazelly" golden flecks..HWP...perhaps a bit too thin...(just consider me America's version of a raven haired beatnick Twiggy! ;-).
Ended a 22 year sham of a marriage that looked solid on the surface, and assumed a submissive role to a self proclaimed "Dominant" who in reality was merely an extremely intelligent man...but mad as a hatter, audibly overbearing and enjoyed inflicting psychological corrosion. Where was the HAZARDOUS MATERIAL label when he escaped from whatever rock he crawled out from under? Needless to say, I am seeking a strong, intellectually entertaining, sensual mentor type presence in my life, however have no intention of going into an exclusive, LTR at this time. I committed a grave disservice to myself~I pledged internally to never succumb to "victim mentality" as submitting to this lifestyle has the potential for being a target for unjust treatment... and I didn't leave when my mind whispered "if this FEELS bad it must be so..' and justified my inaction by using our troupe of children as an askewed " excuse" for allowing a tyrant to overstay his welcome. I am easily a 25+yr veteran of this way of life and my genetic and psychological makeup requires the necessity of a strong, assertive (not aggressive) male presence for real life guidance, who also has the confidence and self control to be the erotic "leader" both in and out from behind closed doors. This way of embracing and enhancing my quality of life has playful moments...but it is not a game to play and I am not a test dummy to practice your unleashed, unrefined, wannabe Dom tendencies on. Either you are the real deal or you aren't...but fair warning. If my writing here piques your interest and you choose to respond...be real, authentic, and committed to a NSA endeavor and not a shoot from the hip/wing it type of immature little boy who knows $+&% about Mastering a Pet Project. Rant over. :). Now, about my blueprint for a serious Dominant presence:
You MUST have the intellectual edge. I am a delightfully intelligent female although coming across as an intellectual snob is poor form and intrinsically tactless. Please dazzle me with your brilliant armchair philosophy and leave your urge to baffle the younger babes with your BS at the door. :-)
Age, religious affiliation, political party nor the size of your wallet will gain my interest... Your sense of self, quiet authority and civilized, thoughtful nature will speak for themselves. Know that if you don't know how to excite my mind first...the chances of earing my obedience and enjoying the erotic privileges of a Dominant male won't happen on my watch. Building trust and gaining my admiration is imperative to building a pipeline to the southern part of my bod. :-)
That's all at this time. If you find yourself interested in this msg.....good thing I am wrapping this up. "Always leave them wanting more." lol. :-)
I hope this Manic Monday finds you in good spirits...and I hope this note will lead to good friendship and mutual respect for the right person. Know that I am a valuable asset that not just any run of the mill Maestro can hone. Neither of us need another liability in this life...we come this way but once!
Respectfully,
mysteriousbdsmluvr :)
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